Sexuality

I myself wont say that this or that sexuality is right or wrong, I will how ever tell you what I think about the whole thing.

My parents has always been supportive and my mom even said that if we(her kids that is) ever came home and told her that we where gay she'd be fine with it. My mom is even supportive to one of my friends who is gay. Tho what made me angry was something she said when I mentioned that one of my friend might be bisexual she went all "But that's not good, what if he get a boy/girlfriend and the boy/girlfriend don't like the idea?", I myself went all defensive and said "It's not like that mom" but she kept going about it.

Being bisexual, or rather pansexual myself, yes that's right I don't care about the gender I fall in love with I care about what the person is like, I ended up in a bit of dilemma. Should I tell my mom that I'm bi/pansexual or not, I decided that for the time being my mom wasn't ready to hear it.

I'd say that I do know how people that is considering to coming out do feel about things, on one side they do want to tell their friends and family about it on the other they're scared of what will happen if they come out and the people around them wont accept them anymore.

Of my own experiences I'd give you the advice to talk with your parents about how they feel about gay/bi/stright/pansexuality before coming out, and who knows your parents might be more supportive than you might think before you talk to them. In my case I'm just still not sure what to tell my parents about my sexuality but they'll know sooner or later

Thoughts about janitor jobs.

So you might wondering what I think about the job situations these days. Well I have to admit that I'm not that big of a fan of the job market of to day. For one it's hard to get a job, for the second if you find a good job you ether need better education or a drivers license. The only job you can do today after seeing that you need a lot of education or a drivers license and you don't have any is to get a job you can do.

In most of those cases you have few options like postman, a delivery boy or as a janitor. I myself don't have any experiences about being a postman or a delivery boy, I do how ever have experiences of being a janitor.

Here janitors are usually looked down at cause the work they do aren't a nice job, they get payed so little even if they're doing one of the hardest works. They sometimes literally clean up other people's crap and they also tear a lot on their bodies so that everyone have a clean working place. Just think a little about this, how would the world look like if all the janitors stopped working?
Yes that's right it'd be all dirty and messy and well let's face it probably smelly too.

I'm not here to judge anyone, and that's not in my nature, but I do think that we all should think a bit higher of the jobs that janitors do cause they are the everyday heroes that we don't think highly of but that makes a great job. And let's face it, it's not their dream job but they make the best of what they have, they might even try to save up money for education.

I know that that's what I want to do and is trying to do. But till I get some money I'll slowly make my way as a janitor when ever there's one needed when someone calls in sick cause i know that I can sleep good after doing something good for the community.

Kids

Todays thing to bring up is just what we all once where and never will be again. Some of us will have some in the future some of us already have some and there's also some that wont have any. Yes I'm talking about kids.

Even if I myself don't have kids yet I have a sister that got 3, the oldest is 4 years old and the youngest is 1. I know that there's a lot of people in the world that thinks that kids just are annoying and just interrupt, but the truth is that they don't.

Kids are much more intelligent than most people realize but they can't express them self as well as we adults can. I have learned a lot of my sisters kids, not only that kids are more intelligent than i thought but also that they learn fast and teaches you things. Well to be honest it's usually things that we alreddy knows that they teaches us but still.

Kids isn't only good teachers but they also got a good sense of humor, and their imagination is so incredible. But enough about kids for now but before I finish for today I just want to tell you something that I think is true:

"The once that you are sure to hear the truth from are kids and drunken people"

What I want with this blog

Everyone have their dreams, but not everyone wants to chase it. A lot of people also think that you have to study to become anything you like to become, wither it's a janitor or an astronaut. We all had dreams when we where kids, those dreams might change when you get older but everyone wants to chase their dreams.

Now you're probably wondering why I'm brining this up in my first blog update. Well the answer is simple, I think it's important for everyone to chase after their dreams, you might not think that much about it when I put it like this. But take an advice from a stranger, I once stopped chasing my dream and what did I end up like?

The answer to that is that I ended up feeling depressed and down, I lost my happiness. I became that depressed that I lost the will to live, my friends and family never saw it cause I hid it. The only ones that really did notice was my friends online and they helped me out, especially one of the best friends I ever had. He made me happy, he helped me (and still do), he got me to understand that it's me that decides what is important and not. He lit the spark that made me want to start doing what I really want to do and not what everyone else want me to do, he made me start chasing my dreams again.

The world is a big place and there's many things that you can chase, tornadoes, thunderstorms, rainbows. But your dreams is the most important things to chase, even if they feel far away, it's not impossible